catholic school girls rule

Thursday, April 29, 2004

"Revol"

Mr. Lenin - awaken the boy
Mr. Stalin - bi-sexual epoch
Kruschev - self love in his mirrors
Brezhnev - married into group sex
Gorbachev - celibate self importance
Yeltsin - failure is his own impotence

Revol revol
Revol revol
Lebensraum kulturkampf
Raus raus
Fila fila

Napoleon - childhood sweethearts
Chamberlain - you see God in you
Trotsky - honeymoon - serenade the naked
Che Guevara - you're all target now
Pol Pot - withdrawn traces bye bye
Farrakhan - alimony alimony

Revol revol
Revol revol
Lebensraum kulturkampf
Raus raus
Fila fila

Revol revol
Revol revol
Lebensraum kulturkampf
Raus raus
Fila fila

Revol

come on baby.manic street preachers rocks.

hazel Y 10:50 PM |

They wanna piece of your skin
Pump it safer than, than a suicide
Gonna stay a terminal young thing
An' never gonna be methadone pretty

hazel Y 10:33 PM |

As the sun goes down, wakin’ up my dreams
And in my mind you’re with me once again
Out of my heart, into your head
And inside my heart there’s a place for you
And in my mind I’m with you once again
Out of my heart, into your head

toe's dying.
counting down to the day that the nail finally gives wayy.

jes talked to aunt kat.
she told me that her cuz sorta lost his memory...?
coze of sum farktard.

poor thing!

oh yes.
i feel sad abt the nicoll highway and the aye thing.

feel sad and worried that singapore's like breaking up...?
:s

hahs.

goodness.
my nose's like running already.

AND!
I'VE NEVER FELT SO DUMB BEFORE MANN.

fel.u know wad am i toking abt.
hahahs.

shall go.

goodbye.

hazel Y 10:28 PM |

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

why cant the boys be the toys.

toe's really in bad state now.
can hardly walk normally now.

the radio's chanting abt comments on will hung.

goodness.
am still trying to win those tulips.

sigh.
school was boring.
except for the waffle i bought at cp.
shiok!

and me and shyan made last mins plans to tann at seragoon swimming complex.
hahas.
the sun was great i tell you!

we tanned till ard 4 plus.
then skies darkened.

(:
skin colour dint really change much tho.
hahs.

my toe nail's like slanted to my right now.
bleah.
pain.
the experience wearing slippers to school really sucks.

everybody is like "what the fuck happened to ur toe."

bleah.
am moody.

goodbye.

hazel Y 10:51 PM |

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

3e were staring at our chinese textbks at this panda pic.

and maxel said that serene said that the panda is very poor thing.coze it cant take coloured photographs of itself.

hahs.

funneh.

hazel Y 11:18 PM |

throat's hurting so much.

nothing much happened in school today.

but check out my toe,it's worse now.

:l

ears' swollen.

tummy's bigger.

mind's drifting.

heart's messing.

goodbye.

tatto soon please.

hazel Y 5:25 PM |

"Empty Handed"

Here I am take me
It's easier to give in
Some people mistake me
They only hear what they want to hear
If you're losing sleep
Forgive me
I just can't keep pretending

I'm packing my bags 'cause I don't wanna be
The only one who's drowning in their misery
And I'll take that chance 'cause I just wanna breathe
And I won't look back and wonder how it's supposed to be
How it's supposed to be

There's a prism by the window
It lets the light leak in
I wish you would let me
You feel the water but do you swim?
And it's only me empty-handed
With a childish grin and a camera

I'm packing my bags 'cause I don't wanna be
The only one who's drowning in their misery
And I'll take that chance 'cause I just wanna breathe
And I won't look back and wonder how it's supposed to be
How it's supposed to be

la da da da

I'm packing my bags 'cause I don't wanna be
The only one who's drowning in their misery
And I'll take that chance 'cause I just wanna breathe
And I won't look back and wonder how it's supposed to be
How it's supposed to be

'Cause I'm packing my bags
And I won't be back

hazel Y 5:18 PM |

Monday, April 26, 2004

THE COMP FINALLY LIKE LISTENED TO MY FUCKYOUS THAT I SWEARED AT IT FROM YESTERDAE TILL TODAY.

:l

like wad the hell.
THE CALLER FOR THE TULIPS FOR MOTHERS DAE SUCKS MANN!

me and gid are like "FUCK OFF OUR RADIOS!"

:/
i really want to give the tulips to my mum!
shall try tmr again.

goodness me.
WHATS THE WORLD COMING TO?!

sheesh.look at all the fucktards and whores around!

god.i found out like so manythngs?
:/
WAD THE HELL.
WAD;S THE NEWS SPREADING FOR!

goodness.

sunday
went for mass after cat class(which was boring shit i tell you),yeahz.then met up with brinston kat and gwen LOH.
(:

love all of them.
so fun.
i mean.
real.
(:
uodated with me with stuff which i so so wanted to not know?
lols.
PITY LEHHH

hahaas/

then yes.went to esplanade with gid to study apparently.
we so so din study?
lols
then went to paradiz centre to play pool.

fun shit tho i din know the hell howta play it.

yes yes.
and todae's a mondae.
toe still hurts.

hm.
todae during geo lesson.
toi nic and jo happily stand outside my class and smiled and smiled and smiled at me...?
lols.
like wth.
i was like staring at them and their retarded ness.and guess wad.
till ms norani came and looked out.
so retarded!
i was laughing like shit!

ahahhas.

yesyes,i feeling super irritated tonight.

AHHH.

oh yes.
im addikted to these songs.

1.alicia k's if i aint got you.
2.atomic kitten's someone like me
3.britney's everytime
4.michelle b's latest song.lols.dunno wad title.

shall go.
goodbye fools

hazel Y 10:43 PM |

Sunday, April 25, 2004

im finally blogging after a day.
hahahas.

many many things to blog abt...

on sat
had my 2.4 run.

IT WAS RUBBISH!
i gort the 19th position.
):
was aiming for the 10th.
:l
anyhows.my big toe is swollen.
the whole nail turned purpleblack
:/
BUT YAY!THAT MEANS AM GOIN TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY WITH SLIPPERS!
hahahas.
but it hurts like shit!...bleah.

and!
after that me and shyan went home.shyan came over to my hse.
(:

then we went to serangoon swimming complex hoping that the sun will fucking shine!
but guess wad.
there's no bloody sun at all.

we ended up eating the mee siam and the nasi lemak there.
and looking at this eye candilicious uy swimming.

hahahas.

and!
she came back to my hse.
we played badminton.
hmm.
both of us are like the goners?
dunno how to play properly.
hahaas.
funny.
then i sent her out to the bus stop.
through a short cut which i've nvr use be4.
and wad.

i fell down on the way back home.
I FELL ON THE METAL CHAINS!
GOODNESS.
IT WAS RUSTY SOMEMORE.
:l

so now my leg gort scratches and plasters/
it bled.
:s

and at night.
my bro and his gf planned a surprise somthing for my 50-year-old dad.
hahaha.

we had pizza for dinner!
with candles on top.
hahahas.

and garlic bread.
and salad.

hahaas.
we sang happi birthdae song on the way out from the kitchen,so cute ehs.
ahhahas.
and my dad was smiling like wad liddat.
ahhahas.

was so full mann!
and i slpt like a log from 9.45 to this morning.
weee.

am energized!

:D

shall go.
bye!

hazel Y 8:37 AM |

Friday, April 23, 2004

hellos.

slpt for two hours jes now!
awake now.

goodness.was so tired in school.during history was writing rubbish.lols.

hahahas.and yes.physics class was terrible.beverly was laming around so much!

lols.

and then after school had geog lessons.
:|

sume open book test.
then i went home.
coze my dad wanna bring me go giordano to buy jeans and all.

hahahas.
and wad lah.
the rain was so heavy can!
and my bag was liike so wet!
and dad scolded me becoze i din bring umbrella!

-.-"

like wth lah.u go carry my baglah?!
lols.
the bag alone is heavy already.
hahahas.

and yes.
giordano blues jeans are good mann.
not that im veri giordanoish dino type,but yeahz.it's nice.
(:

bought jeans and black tops.

and oh yar.i;ve forgort to mention.
ahhahas.
the ladies at giordano.
i was sitting there waiting for my maid to get outta the changing room,
and i was observing those ladies' fats.
LOL.
not that i aint fat lah.
i am fat lah!

but then those ladies were wearin the tops as if those fats were forgotten of their existence.
ahhahas!

like wad mann.
goodness

i dun understand how some girls can be so brave to expose those fats of theirs.
lols.

i should do that soon too.
hahs!

(:

dad shot me that -i aint any atm- face when i asked him if i can buy more black tops.
ahahas.

and my maid bought like i dunno how many jeans and tops.
ahhahas.

guess my dad learnt his lesson.
that he'll nvr shop with women.
hahahas.

i tell you!
my back is so aching.
bleahh..

tmr's 2.4km.
pray for me!
i wanna get 14.41s.

hahahas.
like wth lah.

bro and i planned some surprise party thingie for my dad tmr night.
ahhah!

shall go.

bye!

cant get this song outta my head.not that it means anything.

"If I Ain't Got You" A. Keys

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

hazel Y 9:33 PM |

Thursday, April 22, 2004

"Cold Hard Bitch"

Gotta leave town
Got another appointment
Spent all my rent
Girl you know I enjoyed it

Ain't gonna hang around till there's nobody dancing
I don't wanna hold hands and talk about our little plans, alright!

Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I'm waiting, give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin' her hips
That's all that I need

Gonna check her out
She's my latest attraction
Gonna hang around
Wanna get a reaction

Gonna take her home cause she's over romancing
Don't wanna hold hands and talk about her plans alright!

Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin' her hips
And I that was all that I need
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees

Yeah I'm waiting
Yeah I'm waiting
Yeah I'm waiting
Yeah I'm waiting

Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin' her hips
And I was all that I need
I'm waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I'm waiting give me

hazel Y 9:52 PM |

oh yes.
i forgot to mention.

im turning crook.lols.

a lil lah.

~~guess i'll nvr get her.~~

hazel Y 6:53 PM |

"swing swing..."

heys!
jes bathed/

wanted to go jogging with shyan
but yeah!
the stupid sky turned black.
-.-"
AND WAD NOW.IT'S SO CLEAR NOW!

:|

anyhows.
pft was alright todae.

shuttle run:10.4 (:
sit-ups:32
standing broad jump:175cm
inclined pull ups:7
sit and reach!:27cm
-.-"
lols.

conclusion.
i cant do sit and reach for nuts!

so left 2.4
gimme a A!
lols.

yes yes.

todae was kinda fun in school.
u haf no idea how retarded 3 endurance can be.
lols

during eng class,coze we were doing our work.
then the next class beside were like cheering and all.

so mrs d tan, she asked us to compete with that class.
so we cheered and all for nothing...?
lols.
like wth.

then the next class were like laughing so loudly,
so yes.
we laughed so loudy for nothing too.

LOL.
and to think mrs d tan wasnt the only weird one.
mrs ku too!

lols.
coze sec 3 f was upstairs.
so they were cheering too.

"3f(clapclapclap)....3f(clapclapclap)"
so amy was like..."can we cheer for our class too...?"

so yes.
mrs ku asked us to go to the windows of the class..
and cheer.
-.-"
so yes.
the whole class stood and opened up all the windows to cheer and shout.
lols.

so retarded right.

lols.
but we like.

(:

3F was great at the competition.
heh.

yes yes.
lemme think wad else happened.

oh yes.
in the morning.when i took off the plaster from my tragus.
the STUD CAME OUT WITH THE PLASTER TOO!
-.-"

so yes.
ck helped me put in.
so now it's like itchy and swollen.
again.

goodness.
im so tired.

oh yes.

HAPPIE 16TH BIRTHDAY MARC DADDIE!
HAPPIE 14TH BIRTHDAY AUNT NADINE!

lols.
and tmr's my real dad's birthdae.
think he's like 50 years old...?

alright.
tonight shall make something for him.

:D

shall end here.

bye bye!

hazel Y 6:45 PM |

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

everybody's fool

hellos
this is like totally shocking.

whahaha.
abt that*

WAHHAHAHA!

tokign to the heartrobber now.gideon.hahahas.
he apparently wants to sell gabriel's heart to pay his unpaid-resulting-it-to-be-cut-off.handphone bills.

hahahas.

anyhows.
studied alot todae.
after school.

you woulden want to know wad business was goin on todae at bk with yvonne and serene.
hahahas!

WHITE UNDIES!!!
:P

and yes.
my legs are aching like the world.
how am i goin to do my pft tmr?!

-.-"

shall go lah.
super like lazy to type it all out.
ahahhas.

bye bye

hazel Y 10:52 PM |

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

it's really nice to know that people whom you've always thought that they dont even shit about you;actually cares for you..?

(:

hazel Y 11:09 PM |

fcukiki
heys.
todae aint bad a day.
(:

school was alright.
jes that todae we gort back our ct marks.

sheeshed.
stupid mann.

:|

bleahh.
then me and jo went to esplanade lib.
she insisted on goin there.
bleahh.

so yes.
we went there.
alright.been quite some time since i went there.
ahhahas.

studied.
(:
like finally.
something productive between us.
hahahas.

oh yes!
my fone bill.
phew.

i still have it!
heh.

gosh.my legs are like so pain.bleah.and oh yes!
jo was making some british slang on the way home.
HAHAHAHA.
so damn funny can!
i was laughing till i had backache.
hahahhas.

gosh.

shall go.
bye!

and oh yes!
forgot to add.
i passed my 2.4 run todae in pe!
weee.
14.47.

(:
i aim to get a!
weee.
sat!!!!
ahahas.

hazel Y 10:56 PM |

Monday, April 19, 2004

something that my mum read from our mother Teresa

LIFE

Life is an opportunity,benefit from it.
Life is beauty,admire it.
Life is bliss,taste it.
Life is a dream,realise it.
Life is a challenge,meet it.
Life is a duty,complete it.
Life is a game,play it.
Life is costly,care for it.
Life is wealth,keep it.
Life is love,enjoy it.
Life is mystery,know it.
Life is a promise,fulfil it.
Life is sorrow,overcome it.
Life is a song,sing it.
Life is a struggle,accept it.
Life is a tragedy,confront it.
Life is an adventure,dare it.
Life is luck,make it.
Life is too precious,do not destroy it.
Life is life,fight for it.

hazel Y 9:22 PM |

hellos
jes bathed.

(:
refreshed!
weee.
went for training.finally.
hahahas.

was tiring..?

schoool was alright todae!
:D

was reall crazy.
ahahhas.

woah.
great.
my ear's bleeding again.
bleah.

shal go.

goodbye

im addikted to "so happy together" by turtles!

hazel Y 6:53 PM |

Sunday, April 18, 2004

Girl, you are a mystery
So glad, that we're history
Guess we were never meant to be
And I'm doin' fine, but in my mind

green tea shampoo smell's lingering around me
(:
rocks.

my ear's bleeding the hell outta me.
gosh.
it looks super disgustng.

went for sundae class.
boring as usual.jes that erm the teacher was practically shouting at the whole class.
so yeahz.
i played hero and ask the teacher to stop shouting.
hahahas.

oh wells.
he said he was half deaf so yeahz.he din know.

no salt for me todae.

went to jo's instead.
slacked the whole life away mann.
share some laughs.hahahas.
and yeahz.we fell aslp there.

think jo's like the only person that knows everything and anything abt me?
(:
she's my best friend.

thanks pal.
love you.

gort a shock this morning when i walked to her hse.
she was like wearing this chicken pyjamas?
hahahas.

and i was laughing my lungs out.
hahhas.

and yeahz.
dinner was great.
jes that every body ate so much of the fish that im left with the fats.
like thank you.

-.-"
mum promised to buy me fish.
hahahas.

tmr's mondae!
sucks.

shall go.

goodbye

How's A Man Supposed To Change?"

Yo, check it out
First verse, drop it

Lord knows I'm gonna make it.
To brighter days I'm on my way.
I dreamed before and saw the way that I was misbehaving.
Now I'm standing face to face.

To my reflection I can't see it.
My vision's blinded by the pain.
('Cause that's how I feel)

My mirror's broken.
I've been cursed with seven years of bad luck.
Will the sorrow ever change.

[Chorus]
So now my soul's in debt.
I must regret.
I die and live another lonely day.
Tell me how a man's supposed to change.

So now my souls in debt.
I must regret.
I die and live another lonely day.
Tell me how a man's supposed to change.
How's a man supposed to change?
Tell me

My fear is growing old unhappy.
Without my loved ones next to me.
Ink on my skin has nearly faded.
Incarcerated for my sins.

To my reflection I can't see it.
My vision's blinded by the pain. (by the pain y'all)

My mirror's broken.
I've been cursed with seven years of bad luck.
Will the sorrow ever change.
That's right, by the pain

[Chorus]
So now my soul's in debt.
I must regret.
I die and live another lonely day.
Tell me how a man's supposed to change.

So now my soul's in debt (soul's in debt)
I must regret.
I die and live another lonely day.
Tell me how a man's supposed to change

Blue, sing

How a man's supposed to change

How am I supposed to change

Blue

So now my souls in debt.
I must regret.
I die and live another lonely day.
Tell me how a man's supposed to change

So now my soul's in debt.
I must regret.
I die and live another lonely day.
Tell me how a man's supposed to change

How's a man supposed to change y'all?

Tell me how a man's supposed to change
Tell me how a man's supposed to change
Tell me how a man's supposed to change

So now my soul's in debt.
I must regret.
I die and live another lonely day.
Tel me how a man's supposed to change
So now my soul's in debt.
I must regret.
I die and live another lonely day.

"Girl I'll Never Understand"

This is a story of how it is

Lovin' every morning
Good loving every night
That is what I gave you,
And you were so satisfied
Dinner on the table
There were flowers in the bed
Anything you asked for
Was it all real or just in my head?

Think now, of what it should've been
Our love, all it could've been
If you were ever wondering
I'm doin' fine, but in my mind

I could never believe and never understand
How you could do this to me
Enough is enough, done all I can
Now you're gonna lose me
Throwing away our yesterdays
Everything we planned
Cause you're a girl, I'll never understand

How you feelin now?
Are you happy now?
I'm doing just fine

Covered you in diamonds
Gave you summer in the sun
And at that moment I had only just begun
Got you the designers
From every magazine
Baby if I'd known then
All this pain inside would never be

Girl, you are a mystery
So glad, that we're history
Guess we were never meant to be
And I'm doin' fine, but in my mind

I could never believe and never understand
How you could do this to me
Enough is enough, done all I can
Now you're gonna lose me
Throwing away our yesterdays
Everything we planned
Cause you're a girl, I'll never understand

Are you happy now baby?
That we're history
Yeah, yeah

Think now, of what it should've been
Our love, all it could've been
If you were ever wondering
I'm doin' fine, but in my mind

I'm just throwing away our yesterdays
Giving it up on the plans we made
Enough is enough, done all I can
This girl I'll never understand
I could never believe, never understand
How you could do this to me
Enough is enough, done all I can
Now you're gonna lose me
Throwing away our yesterday's
Everything we planned
Cause you're a girl, I'll never understand

hazel Y 10:27 PM |

Friday, April 16, 2004

jes changed my blog temp.
(:

am happy with it.

todae's real boring.
school was normal.we're still toking abt the swim meet boys.hahahs.mr arman super sick mann.bleargh.

as usual,they mentioned my name.again.:|
hahahas.
oh wells.

i was thinking abt my skin colour after sec 3 camp.
:/
so nice cann.
bleargh.took me like one mth to achieve that colour.

:|

shall work hard.
yes.
tmr we haf chinese oral.
i'm gonna be like rah tah tah.

-.-"
and it's that molehead that's gonna be 3e tester!
AH!

shall go.
bye!

somehow.i miss the one that was waiting for me while i was blinded with the prev love..

hazel Y 9:51 PM |

Thursday, April 15, 2004

i am a slow
walker.but i'll never walk backwards.

that shall be my quote for my life right now.

hazel Y 8:50 PM |

"doesnt really matter,how we feel inside.
life is like a game sometimes."

heys!

jes bathed.
the whole dae i was so sticky and smelly can!
bleargh.
pe was tough.
roars.

im so tired now...?

went for tution after sss.
rushed home to get changed.

on da way home.
saw ian.

:|

we were so so quiet i tell you.

like.practically strangers?
oh wells.
msged him in the end.

(:
guess i'll take things slowly.

anyhows.

A CHANGE OF NAMES!

MY DEAR ELEKEN SERENE,SHE TOLD ME THAT GUY WAS NOT GLENN.BUT
CHRISTOPHER!

lols.
and for i dunno wad reason.mrs ku is suaning me abt that guy.
-.-"
thanks ah yvonne and co.

-.-"
and during sss.
the tcher asked who is lousy at both chinese and eng.

EVERYBODY SAID HAZEL.
THANKS AH.

jes becoze i faied my eng this time,doesnt mean i'm lousy at eng!
hahahas.

i gort 10/40!

og great.
i failed both languages!
:/

gosh.i should better consider taking up tamil.
ahahhas!

cant believe it.
wth.
gort lowest i think.
guess i was really too tired to open my eyes and concentrate.
:/

oh yes.
and i heard that carmen skipped sss becuze she had sum german class.
haahhas!

and i heard that she took it up jes becoze she's oso goin for the germany trip!
hahahas.

wth.
so means i go japan go learn jap lahs?
:P:x

shal go
bye!

im still living for tommorows!
FRIDAE!!(:

hazel Y 8:42 PM |

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

nuff` said abt the i-cant-forget-you thing.

i'll be living for tommorows!

everything's sorta cleared in my mind already.oh wells.certain stuff.
i've let go of everything already.or should i say,i'm trying to.
even ian.

we're friends now.;for now?

anyhows.
so much for all that.
todae we had swim meet.
OMGOSH.
MY NOSE BLEEDS FOR THE SJI GUYS.
hahahas.:X
glennn!!!
glenn!!!
so cute cann.

oh wells.
dee gen jen and i were like stare stare and stare at the guy who was supposedly glenn according to info dee's jc provided.lols.

yeahz.

tragus's creating a hell there.so painful!
zzzz.

and on the wayy hme,i realised what is really lame.
beverly lotte and beatrice.

those nuts i tell you.
made the foll outta themselves.

and i was like sitting with them?
i aint any lamer!!!
goshh.
please listen to their lame jokes.
goshh.

oh yar.
and bev took cheryl yang's swimming cap home.
she's gonan put it on her dog's head apparently.

and jes now my dad was telling me that he wanna pierce his ear.
like wth.
he said he wnana be cool.
then i said.
u wana be gay more like it.
hahahas.
and he said basket.
hahahahs.

so funny.

suntanning on sundae.anyone?
hahahas.

getting irritated with sum stuff.

shant bother much.

goodbye.

time for some makeover.

hazel Y 9:01 PM |

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

love me god;for i hate myself.

hazel Y 9:13 PM |

"Broken Vow"

Tell me her name
I want to know
The way she looks
And where you go
I need to see her face
I need to understand
Why you and I came to an end
Tell me again
I want to hear
Who broke my faith in all these years
Who lays with you at night
When I'm here all alone
Remembering when I was your own
[Chorus:]
I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow
Tell me the words I never said
Show me the tears you never shed
Give me the touch
That one you promised to be mine
Or has it vanished for all time
[Chorus]
I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to life than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let this promise end
[Chorus]

i dunno how to feel anymore

dunt want to think abt everythng already.
jes leave everything behind.

i'll walk away.
i must.

hazel Y 8:32 PM |

Monday, April 12, 2004

BURN IN HELL WONT YOU ALL.

hazel Y 11:13 PM |

Sunday, April 11, 2004

dear diary,

i feel the pain

so alone

hazel Y 11:22 PM |

i

insist

that

im

moving

on

end.

okayes.this is dumb
-psychos myself

hazel Y 9:05 PM |

IM A HAPPIE HAPPIE HAPPIE GIRL!

(:

tho todae's real boring.

the way home was GREAT!

me and gc saw the light years' willy.

-girls screams in the background.

willy!

-girls screams and faints in the background.

gosh.
he so cute.
and he smiled at us!

omg.

-nose bleed.

anyhows.
(:

yes yes.
todae was boring.except that we went to gl's hse.
ahahhaas!

OMG I TELL YOU.SHE'S THE STRAGEST CUTEST GIRL I'VE EVER MET.
SHE GORT LIKE SO SO SO SO MANY KOALA BEARS!
AND THE WORSE THING IS THAT EVERY EACH OF THEM HAF A NAME.

kevin alvin kristie ally ursula bambi cindy constance LIA....

and the FUNNIEST THING IS THAT MOST OF HER FAVOURITE KOALAS ARE LIKE DISFIGURED?lol.WITH NO EYES AND ALL.HHAHAHAS.
OMG.

AND SHE CAN RMB ALL THEIR NAMES!
OMGGOSHHH.

SHE'S DAMN CUTE!

hahahas.

oh yar!
HAPPY EASTER!!!

tragus is starting to hurt.
tmr i think i'll paste a plaster on my ear.
lol.
i cant even take out the stud?!

oh wells.
easter vigil yesterdae was alright.
jes that the interesting part was that;

sum woman's hair caught fire.

WHAAHHAHA!
SO FUNNY.
:X

godspell was nice.

i so so nid to lose weight.
but i'm so tired and lazt to do that!!!

rasmus rocks!

i've been searching
i've been living for tommorows all my life..
shall go.
bye!

hazel Y 2:21 PM |

Saturday, April 10, 2004

hellos!

(:
it's s saturdayy.
hehe.

later goin to meet kat and co to go st annes then go to sum other church for godspell.

(*

this morning had my piano.
then i helped my mum do the candle handle thingie.

bleah..
so bored.

shall go then.
bye!

oh yar.
ear's been fine.

(:

hazel Y 10:56 AM |

Friday, April 09, 2004

OH YES.
HOW CAN I FORGET.

I PASSED MY MATHS!!!!

hazel Y 1:51 PM |

cus we lost it all
nothing last forever

rotting at home.and it's good fridae.
sians.
went to church this morning.

then yes.my bro saw my tragus piercing.
that retard.

yeah.i got my tragus piercing on thursdae.

gort scolded like shit yesterdae.

coze i went for the st annes salt session..at the upper room.
then it ended at like..11.30...?

then yes.
PARENTS

watever.
the relfection wasnt even a good one for me.

cus.I DIN EVEN DO ANYTHING.

a handshake isnt something that will even cover up a slightest bit of all the pain you've caused.

right.am i childish or wad.

hazel Y 1:39 PM |

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

hellos.

goshh.stupid comp's irrtating me big big time.
bleahh.

i had my haircut todae.

(:
and yes, the guy at qb was like...wiping my face with that hairy cloth!
-.-"
like thanks arhs.at least tell me right.
jes wipe liddat.
wth.

:|

on a lighter note,tution was productive.
(:
tmr tution again.
roars!

i feel like getting my tragus piercing tmr.
hm.shall think abt it later.

my dad refuses to let me stay over at kat's/
blah!
sucks mann.
oh wells.
and i cant find my godspell tic!

:|

shall go do physics proj.
bye!

hazel Y 8:49 PM |

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

I WANT THAT CROSS FROM ALIYA AT PARAGON!!!!!

gwddd.it's so nice.it's like so so so uniquee...

gonna make sure i get it soon.
heh.
it's $32.90

(:

hazel Y 8:15 PM |

hellos.

im here again..
jes watched the 7pm ch8 show.

goshh.
i feel disturbed.

:|

i feel so sad for her spirit.
bleahh/

anws.i gort my skirt.
but yes.it aint playboy.
it's molecule.
ehhehehe.
gort it at far east.
(:
nice nice.

gort earrings frm future state.

then headed back hme.
was counting how many steps to my hse.cus i was so hungrY!!!

goshh.

and yes.mum said i grew taller(yay)

but!
i think im putting loads of weight.

bleahhh.

so saddening.

anyway.im like so shagged.happy that no more cts for now.

shall go.
bye!

hazel Y 8:12 PM |

helllos hellos.

it's geoggly again.
bleah..so boringggg.and the tcher jes walked past.
ahahas.

pe was a killer!

arhs.
ran like 4 rounds ard the school front again in 11.26mins.

:D
yay!
towning later.(:(:
getting my playboy skirt.

WEEEE.

then later xjie going to my hse to do stinky chem proj.
and oh yes.forgort to add.i've scored like 13.5 for my chinese.

-.-"
like yes.i knew it.but i imporved 2.5 marks!!!
hehehe.

shall go.
bye bye!

hazel Y 9:26 AM |

Monday, April 05, 2004

hellos.

kayes.
had training.

slackerish mann.

hehs.
tmr last paper!
weee.

then after that was thinking abt goin to heeren to get my playboy skirt.

then later go hme do proj with xjie.

wanna ask her stay over.

then more fun.
ahahhas.

oh wells.

discuss with her later.

im so tired!!!
roars.

shall go.
bye!

:*

hazel Y 6:43 PM |

hellos!
now in school.
(:
hahahas.geog lesson..

so missing a certain someone.:|:x:p

oh wells.
shall go.

bye!
more updates later!

hazel Y 10:02 AM |

Sunday, April 04, 2004

hellos!
so tireddd.

jes back frm rese's hse.
we went there to eat maggi mee.

:|
lols.

todae went to church.i mean churches.
ihm was boring.as usual.

at anne's real boring todae...so so not usual.
bleah.

tragus piercing soon!!!
hahahas.

oh wells.

i dread school tmr.

AH!!!STUPID BLOODY FUCKING SCHOOL.DID I TELL YOU I GORT BOOKED?!
BLAH.FOR MY WAD THEY SUPPOSED LOW BELT.
8|

CANT THEY OPEN THEIR EYES!

:|
and there goes all my black earrings.

zzzz.

shall go.
bye bye!

hazel Y 6:50 PM |

~~what happened to us~~?

hazel Y 12:13 AM |

change the musik.
nice...?
it's Like a prayer by rufio.

(:
enjoy.

the lyrics below is damn fucking true.

hazel Y 12:05 AM |

RUFIO LYRICS

"She Cries"

gone again she said
heading for the longest road
one too many times
he's beaten you down to the bone

so you sail away
into the unknown
stay away he said
dont ever come back home
cry away the days that last so long
on the road you stay away
stay away

you can find me pain
that he left inside your heart
fallin in the rain
your whole life has fallen apart

so you sail away
into the unknown
stay away he said
dont ever come back home
cry away the days that last so long
on the road you stay away

alone she cries
use that inside
new love, new life
Without that loser who once said
here's your kiss good bye

see this is real
she doesn't feel
lonely hearts
shattered dreams
there's nothing better in this place
nothing but memories in your mind

so you sail away
into the unknown
stay away he said
dont ever come back home
cry away the days that last so long
on the road you stay away

alone she cries
lose that hate inside
new love, new life
Without that loser who once said
here's your kiss good bye

alone she cries
lose that hate inside
new love, new life
Without that loser who once said
here's your kiss good bye

hazel Y 12:00 AM |

Saturday, April 03, 2004

black nais are here to stay..

hellos!

woke up late todae.

(:

but im still tiredd.
roar.
spent sum time studying jes now.

haahas.
the sun's so hot todae!

-sulks

hahahas.
XJIE!WE BETTER GO TANNING SOON!

hahhas.

oh yes.
forgort to add.
ian has mini cinema in his hse!
woah!
it's like screen and all.

blahh.

:/
rich f*ck.
:P

AND WAD'S WRONG WITH THE MSEALS!

BLAH.
SO LAGGG.

tmr is sundae!
weee.
fhfhfhfhfhfhfhfhfhfhfh.(+

shall go.
bye!

hazel Y 11:46 AM |

Friday, April 02, 2004

hellos
jes back frm ihm
watched their pp rehearsal.
not badd.

I WATCHED PASSION OF THE CHIRST ALREADY.
rocks mann.
+veri distressing..?lols.veri physcotic...
watched it at ian's hse.
his hse so big mann!
woah!
and his dogs are like the cutest things on earth.

papi!!!
haahas.so cute.

(:

jo gort me addikted to hoobastan's reason.

(:shall copy her go change my blog musik.
ahahhas.

oh wells.
tmr can wake up late.
so happie.
the whole wk been like zzzz.

toda'es history paper is like...bleah.read the question rongly.
blah!

went to town after school.
gort my band.
(:
happie with it.

shall go.
bye.

hazel Y 10:23 PM |

Thursday, April 01, 2004

ahhas.wassup with my "is like." and my "im like."
hahahas.

bleahh.
shall go.
bye.

hazel Y 8:45 PM |

REFRESH!

mugged at j8 mos burger with dyvell and gen todae.

mandy's dad's car is like.woah.hahahas.and yes.her hse.

todae's chinese paper was crp!
i was like...zZzzz.so i rushed thru it so i could slp.
bleahh.
ss was alright i guess.

i feel im like so ageing?
life's like getting so boring each dae.

bleahh.

and fm queen is pmsing big big time.

it's like.
i feel that nobody cares?abt my existence?
and it's like.
im completely invisible.

and pple that i dun need care frm.is like.totally caring so much abt me.
but the person that i really wan care from is like.totally not giving a fucking shit abt me.

:|
goshh.
i feel like hell.

i feel so dead inside.

i know i dunt show my feelings alot.it's like.
im smiling.yes im smiling.woah.im having fun.

but yah larh.when i sae im having fun.i mean it.
but im like.actually veri empty inside...?

:|

hais.i dunno wad the hell am i toking.

jes veri empty.

"stop this pain tonight..."

hazel Y 8:43 PM |

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